it's cold...so, so, cold.

I think that I need some old-fashioned change in my life. I don't want to move or try out a new career (my typical approach to change). I desire a change of a different sort. I want additional something in my life. I think that it could be a winter-hibernation induced situation.

Over the past few weeks, a theme has entered my life. Several people have talked with me about their life. They discussed the things that they see as their problems. Then, they talked about how they could not see how they kept getting into the same situations time and time again. My advice has been to change the way they approach their life. I know that it is easy to say and hard to do. But, on a very deep level, I truly think that the only acceptable method for dealing with feelings of malcontent is to change yourself.

Because I have had too much time to think today, I am in the midst of a familiar "I need to change" feeling. Even in the anynomus blog forum, I am not feeling complete freedom to discuss the issue. I must not be ready for the change. Maybe I feel overwhelmed, like I've tried everything in the past and have not really been able to change things. But, I know that is not a true interpretation of the situation. Things have changed. I have changed. Some circumstances are familiar. Ironically, I worry that the problems are all rooted in fear. I guess now it's time to stop worrying and learn to love the bomb.