10.13.2005

things move fast (life)

By noon today, a new apartment had been found and the deposit was placed. The new apartment is one mile away, has lots of open space, windows on three sides, and felt like home. I will be walking a little further to public transportation...but, I am looking forward to having people come over and be able to be comfortable, relaxed.

There is a part of me that is feeling a little stunned. It makes sense to me to take trains over long distances and mentally prepare yourself for a new place. It makes sense to me to take a long drive with a friend I have not seen in a long time so we can really catch up. It makes sense to me to begin cooking meals hours in advance. Realizing it is time to move, looking for apartments, and finding something in less that 48 hours is a little overwhelming. But, this is the speed my community moves. My emotions will catch up to my reality and I'll be fine soon. Besides, I have to get busy packing and do not have time to think about this anymore.


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